Well to be honest iv been here but iv been busy as hell with work and such. last Year 2017, was a rough end to a terrible Ride that started nearly 4 years ago, Started off with Zeke ( my one true friend i took for granted) died and around that time, the last of my Great Grand parents passed away, a year later i lost my Girlfrind and the family dog, (Zekes mate) in the same weekend, then a year later i burned down bridges i held sacride and lost 3 of my best friends i dare branded as brothers and then a year later its been prooven that its not gonna be a easy fix, so now im alone, save im out of the house of my parents and thats a start. though the last 4 years took a massive toll on me .
I have tried to keep up with art but work has drained me of all inspiration aswell as strength to hold a pencil. iv found out i like anime ( Full Metal , 7deadlySins, Broken Blade, Overlord ect) and i have been playing Destiny 1-2 and yes i feel they must regain our love as gamers, Starwars is still at my Very Core but now i fear it could be ruined by the public, i hope not, and i relized i still enjoy creating Characters, yet i lake any means to make them look professinal like Ila Mea but i just purchased a tablet, hopefully that can turn my drawings into a similar art style. i know i cant best ILa with artbut hey i gotta try.
i miss the old days, where online friends where there and friends i knew where there for me and we had grand times, but plans change...people change...the most unforchanet thing iv come to relize id better fill the shoes of a Sith then a Jedis, i still feel the rage from my losses and betrayals, both are equal in events and im glade no ones suffred my "Darksides" wrath and pain, for both are devistating poisons yet i cant remove it from myself. i will try to post more and be here more how ever im going through all my old works and deleting any i find childish or painful to remember memorys , i do wish for commisions but if its going to be animated id like points here, hopefully i can reforge my tallents and make it a side job someday.
in other news in three onths im going to Woundercon with my Dad and hopefully as my Destiny 2 Titan, iv already made plans and i plan on working on it after work. i will post what i complet when i finish it , hopefully a full set before the due date!!!